Why all the complaints....

OMG, im seing so much bullshit. What is the big deal over having to have a vaginal probe ultrasound before having an abortion??? i get the "female omg the government is violating me" but wake up idiots. These are for a reason.

Heres my view on abortion anyway. Unless you have been raped, molested or have other children at home and the pregnancy is threatening your life you have no business having an abortion in the first place. Call me old fashioned but if you were old enough to make the baby then you need to either a) grow up and raise it or b) put it up for adoption.

i have been raped and it did result in a child and get this i went for an abortion but the doctor turned the screen during the ultrasound part, and yes they do do normal ultrasounds first and i seen the heart beat and i changed my mind and left. So dont attack me with "but youve never been in that situation" as i have and i know it well. i know what its like to give birth to a child created out of a felony, and i know the hell i deal with when im asked where her father is and i cant answer. Worse is that she looks like her father. i love her to death but that doesnt take away the pain HE caused me. i may never have another child as i had complications with her birth and they almost lost us both.

i just love these bills being worked on right now, and what i love more are these females complaining. Yes im female but come on now...why do so many women have to complain of "rights" being ripped away try not spreading your legs in the first place and you wouldnt be complaining.

im off my soapbox now and will continue with regular programming......

The Boys Had Fun!!!

Together the boys and i made these dog treats from the recipe i posted yesterday. They loved the dough and couldnt get enough of it and now are happily eating thier treats that they so patiently waited for.  

After cleaning up their crumbs, they couldnt leave crumbs behind, that would have been a crime to them, they are not sitting with me and all cuddled up but looking for more treats. Mommy may be a good sport and let them have another before bedtime. 

The recipe made 2 cookie sheets full and i even have more dough in the fridge for them later in the week. Maybe ill make them for Sunday when we watch the Daytona 500 together. 

This really was an awesome recipe, easy to make few ingredients and yummy!!!!

Oh and when i say boys i do mean my dogs, just so everyone knows what im talking about.

NASCAR Daytona 500

  As many gear up for the Daytona 500 this Sunday i find myself researching the drivers. ive been a fan of NASCAR for many years now and always find exciting news on the drivers when i look for it. What amazes me most is how many drivers have charities. They range from children charities to animal charities and im sure others i have yet to discover.

 Back when my children were with me i always let them watch racing before any other sport as it sets a better example in my mind for minors and society in general. If you erase the ones sitting around throwing back the beers and concentrate on the sport itself you find that the drivers are held to a much higher standard than many other sport  this country holds.

  i would much rather encourage my children to become a fan of Gordon, Patrick, or Edwards than a football or baseball player any day. In fact i remember dropping a few hundred bucks for a Gordon coat for my son who only got to wear it one season before he grew out of it. That two hundred was well spent in my mind and had me wanted a football or baseball jersey instead he would have been disappointed..

i ended up taking the time to join Ryan Newmans Foundation website. If you like you can view my profile and the profile of my two special boys at this link :http://www.ryannewmanfoundation.org/pet-profile.asp?id=5124


I spent a long time looking thru this site and i really enjoyed it. Yes if you like you can pay to become a Pitt Pet Member and in time i do plan on doing so as i normally only donate to charities that are for animals, call me crazy but they are the ones who are truly helpless in this world and i have been truly blessed with my two little guys.


If you like to check out some of the charities ive found heres just a quick few but more will be added as i find them..

The Ryan Newman Foundation :ww.ryannewmanfoundation.org

Jeff Gordon Children's Foundation :http://www.jeffgordonchildrensfoundation.org/site/c.5oIDJRPyGfISF/b.5968391/k.BE06/Home.htm


I also found that NASCAR itself holds poker tournaments, "family feud games", and do special things for National Breast Cancer Awareness month. So from kids to adults to our big and little family members that sport fur, fins, feathers or scales, there is something being done for many and i must say that the deeper i dig the more my respect for the sport itself and its drivers become.

i hope everyone enjoys Sundays race, i know i plan on being glued to the TV cheering on my favorite drivers..maybe if i get lucky ill throw back a few beers but im just as happy soda no matter the outcome!!

National Dog Biscuit Day!!!!

February 23 2012 is National Dog Biscuit day!!!

What are you going to do for your dog???

I’m making my boys these:

Homemade Dog Treat Recipe
Peanut Butter Puppy Poppers

2 cups whole-wheat flour
1 tbsp. baking powder
1 cup peanut butter (chunky or smooth)
1 cup milk

Preheat oven to 375'F. In a bowl, combine flour and baking powder. In another bowl, mix peanut butter and milk, then add to dry ingredients and mix well. Place dough on a lightly floured surface and knead. Roll dough to 1/4 inch thickness and use a cookie cutter to cut out shapes. Bake for 20 minutes on a greased baking sheet until lightly brown. Cool on a rack, then store in an airtight container. --- This is the original recipe, but I have found the cookies burn easily. 

Don’t forget to show your dog’s how much you love them.  They are not just pets they are family!!

** I will write a review on these treats tomorrow on February 23 2012 and let you know what the boys thought of this new homemade treat, so stay tuned!!!

Inmates have too many rights

 Upon some research and past discussions with people who have worked in Ohios prison system ive came to the conclusion that if i would go out and murder someone today that i would be ensured a cushy life for a while or even the rest of my life, or well 20 years since in Ohio thats what a life sentence amounts to. Oh and thats another thing...since when is life only 20 years. The majority of humans live into their 60's of not longer these days.

  Heres the thing. the prisoners have an activity fund. They have cable television, workout equipment, movie nights with popcorn and pool tables. Heres my biggest issue, the guards are already in danger then they give these people pool sticks??? WTF!!! As long as you dont drop the soap your golden in there. And the thing is that the majority of prisoners are in there for either sex or drug. Be it that they were robbing someone for drug money, or raping the neighbors daughter and the worst part is that 90% of the time they are repeat offenders and will end up back in there within a year of getting out.

In many of the Ohio prisons it seems the inmates run the institutions and not the guards. My point of view is that if a person is stupid enough to do something to deserve prison time for then they should be reduced to time in a cell. Only let out for meals and an hour of activity a day. Make them pay for what they have done. There are too many honor camps, and institutions that allow the prisoners to do as they wish from the time they wake up til the time they retire for the evening.  Personally i feel our prisons are more like girl scout camps that a place to learn their lesson.

 Oh and whats up with prisoners training dogs... dont get me completely wrong as it does give them a way to try and give back to the society that they have wronged but from what ive heard and understand by reputable people on the inside many of the inmates get these dogs involved in sex acts and eating too much peanut butter. i personally couldnt be paid to adopt one of these dogs as there have even been cases of inmates fighting these dogs within the institutional walls...is that what people want to adopt for their families??? i think not and personally i feel the state should be held accountable for any injuries caused by these dogs.

  Overall i feel in Ohio we are failing its residents as not many inmates end up learning their lesson, serve enough time or are made to give a thing back to the society that they have failed.

  There will be more on this topic as i discover more facts.

Stockholm syndrome in my eyes

  In this post im breaking out of my shell and letting the world in on who i am and what im about. i am a registered slave and have been for 5 years now. i was born a slave but wasnt able to put a name to it until about 10 years ago. In those 10 years ive really learned who i am and why i act how i do.

  Many times ive been told i have Stockholm syndrome. Well that may be the case and i frankly have no issue with it. Many people look at it as being something negative as it normally only inflicts those who are forcibly kidnapped and kept in seclusion. Well, you can say i have been kept in seclusion but i wasn't kidnapped. i entered it willingly.

i cant count the times ive been at M/s discussions and others have thrown Stockholm syndrome in my face, simply in my mind it is no different than the Internal enslavement process in which you strive to think like your Master in order to ensure you make decisions and choices in which run paralleled to the same decisions that Master himself would make.

So many want to say that these thought processes are wrong but are they???? i dont feel any of it is wrong as for me personally the closer i become to making decisions that Master would make and i learn what He would do than the closer i am to becoming completely enslaved. That in itself is what its all about for me.

Abused women

 i know whoever reads this will more than likely disagree with me but thats half of the fun. i dont see it as most others do. Dont get me wrong i do not advocate domestic violence however i feel that if a person has been abused once they need to leave the situation then and there, not five times later.

Heres the thing, i am not talking out my ass on this. my mother was and remains in a very abusive marriage, hes tried to break chairs over her, given her black eyes and even backed me into walls a few times. i found a place where she could live with me, took her in and supported her in every way, even financially and she never left that asshole. To this day she lives with him in my old house with my children and im sure its still going on. Go ahead and rip me apart for letting my kids be in that situation. i dare anyone to tell me im fucked up. When i left that house he didnt live there and by the time i found out i had given her the kids legally and i had no grounds to stand on to stop any of it.

  i see all of these "against domestic violence groups" and want to throw up. Wake up females, we are in the year 2012 and we have rights. If you cannot leave then find a way, make a call but there is no excuse for staying. Its the bad Stockholm syndrome that keeps you there and its your own fault. Learn what shut the fuck up means, grow a backbone and use it!!! Dont let it keep happening. Each woman or even man in an abusive situation that lets it keep happening to them becomes the guilty party.

  Society has grown to where it babies everyone, no one claims fault to anything these days and it makes me sick. Do i feel bad for the innocent children in these situations? Hell yes i do, they do not cause this to happen, it is not their fault whatsoever but the parents need to grow up and see what they are doing and causing and stop their kiddie ways.

  So the next time im asked to give to a womans shelter will i give..um.. NO plain and simple because its the people running the shelters that contribute to the issue as well. They make those places so unpleasant that no abused person wants to go there so they suffer through the abuse.