Update and catching up

Its been a few weeks since ive written so im going ot try and make up for lost time in one post.

First off this tuesday i find out if im having surgery on my shoulder. i injured it 5 years ago and reinjured it about a month ago, hence why i havent been writing. ive been pretty mush just hanging out and letting it rest for the most part. Although i do get caught over doing it quite a bit...LOL

The past month has had its ups and downs as ive been doing a lot of soul searching which i needed to do. i still dont know what im wanting in life but i do know that i think ill be happiest if i just get a place on my own when i can with the dogs and just let it be the 4 of us for now.

i adopted a baby girl teacup poodle 6 days ago. Shes adorable. She was found and no one claimed her so i adopted her. Shes not microchipped and we are guessing she is around 5 years old. Shes quite the little diva, having to be held all the time, and wont let me out of her sight. Shes very skinny right now but she has been eating better today and i have no doubt that in time she will gain the weight she needs to make her healthy and she will be just fine.

i havent been catching much news with the exception of the African american boy who was shot in Flordia...sorry, call me messed up if you want but had it bed a white guy shot by a black guy nothing would have been said...im not racist but things like this piss me off. i get the whole entitlement feeling from this topic and i hate it when people act like that. They need to grow the hell up, act like adults and not lat race be a factor and just look at it as 2 humans. One who was in the wrong place at the wrong time and the other guy simply doing his job.

i know, i dont think along the lines of many others and thats what makes me unique...something i refuse to give up or sugar coat for anyone...take me as i am or dont let the door hit you in the ass on your way out as my belief system is not about to change for anyone or anything.