Blackness surrounds me

I wrote this about 6 months ago and just found it. i hope you enjoy it!!


its all darkness inside of me
it takes over my being making me numb
inside im screaming but no one can hear it
could anyone handle what i have to say, what i need to say
i stifle my feelings and thoughts to keep everyone happy
afraid to rock the boat

life is good
i dont want that to change
but it will if i release this little detail turning inside of me
but is this real or just a dream
maybe im imagining it
in time will it go away?