Today sucked!!!, i had counseling again today and all i can do is sit there and cry. The worst part is that i figured something out. i come from a very non physical family, no hugs, no telling eachother that they love you and even though ive distanced myself from them , or well most of them anyway that doesnt mean that i dont still want them around.
i got very dependent on physical touch, even if it was just at night while sleeping at times. im a huggy person and its been months since ive actually had a hug and i think im going through withdrawl from it if that makes sense. The only affection i get is when im hanging out with my dogs...sad isnt it...
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