i tried to get some sleep a few hours ago, i just laid there. Even the melatonin didnt do a thing, so im up and not sure what im going to do now.
Life has been an adventure lately to say the least. i am getting more done but i still dont feel productive, in fact im hurting like hell, my fibro is kicking up in the worst of ways and im having trouble even standing and while trying to sleep i was having chest pains again...i know its only the fibro so no cause for alarm but still its uncomfortable.
Change and me do not do well together, in fact change scares the hell out of me... im getting ready to make some changes in my life and while i know its the right thing to do and im trying to roll with it i feel myself buckling under and wanting to fight it at every step of the way. This is just how i react to it, its nothing new but i never welcome this feeling either.
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